I still feel that I have a crush on you from each of my dreams at midnight. Amazing dreams that I've wanted them all to come true. I just want to kiss u and have u and make u love me like my dreams have told me.

Since I've studied in a girls school, my desire increases day by day, season by season, year by year.

I don't know when I could see you next time, but I feel like it'll be so long that you will finally forget me. I decide not to go home this Christmas holiday. But I wish you could always remember, even just my name. You can forget my appearance, but the most important thing that I don't want you ever to forget, it's the truth that I still like u very much, even though I've denied the thoughts for almost half of a year. Incredible, unbelievable.

I want to have the same dreams as I've ever dreamed in those nights, that I tried to touch every inch of your skin, and taste your lips, feel your body above me. And there were just two of us. I want us to do crazier thing in my dream, maybe to get wild and totally free. Like there's no restriction for male and female. There's no concern to be ashamed for that. That's really idealistic, I love that. So i wish I could dream about that with u in my dream as my lover. My life saver.

My words are so inappropriate but I love that

I'll try that

I just imagined that, u walked into my room and carefully close the door. Then u lie beside me and try to take off my clothes. I let you do everything. U touch on my boobs and I get electric feeling through my boby. You rub it harder and harder and I moan slightly. I feel like you love touching them. Then you move down your fingers and across my abdominal, down to my clit. I haven't given myself a masturbation for a long time. And this time, my favourite boy helps me do this, I feel so comfortable and excited about that. My pant is getting wet. And you speed up your moving finger. I feel my body starts to burn. And your lips touch mine and your tongue wants to get into my mouth urgently. I simply let you in and you sucks it so passionately, the taste of your mouth is so good, like the smell of lavender.

Your finger tries to deep into my vagina, I said, 'please, show me ur d*ick, I want to see that for almost three yrs.'you accept me and this is actually the first time I saw a teenage boy's genital organ. It's so good even though not too big. I can't help myself touch on that and rub it faster and faster. I can feel you moan, sounds so good and gorgeous. Oh baby I love you showing me that. 'Ah come on, I want u to f**k me now, you're so amazing.'i can't help myself shout with viberation. You're ready to go into my vagina. When your p*nis into that, I feel a big shake and my whole body vibrate for a second as well, and I almost shouted out very loudly. I just moan, with that dirty b**ch sound. 'Oh f**k me harder! Don't stop! Ah~ Baby, come on! I want u so much.' B**ch, you speed up immediately and I feel higher and higher. You just relive all of my hidden desire. You fu*k me so fast that my voice is shaking so violently. But I love that so badly. Now I'm like a filthy prostitute, being f**k by a bad man. No, this is my favourite boy, he's serving me for my request! Now I feel my orgasm is about to come. I let it out with my shouting, and u as well. Your spermatozoa has spread all over my face. All precious. I can't leave u though. I feel like I'm part of your body now. I just love you sososo much. I fall asleep within your warm hug. Good night.

Yes that's good! I just replace some letters with * yes I'm genius!

Anywhere I love u CMY good night