Another day nd I already feel some comfort. The client which I found mean suddenly become sooth nd soft 2 me. In LoL when I rush make wrong decisions he protect nd die 4 me. Losing all that rational judgment. I REALLY LOVE him to get close to me. As a reallife lawyer he stroke me as a rigid nd grumpy even rude .I cried the first day i played with him .But I thought he might under great pressure doing what he does , then I relase myself nd descend my happy mood back on . I think I like him, its not that wakadoo nd absurd .LOL it is a platform which allows thousands people to fall in love , laugh and feel rushed nd thrilled at the same game, yet still feel so ALONE.

I tried to seperate this side work from my reality life. I cant control to bager him and want to talk to him. i maybe a M because i care for him who used to treat me with no manner.
I have to restrain myself nd act like a professional. But I admit quite a few of my clients own chrisma themself. It like a unnoticble swirl. I find it deadly while ooze with novitiating.

机翻？

then I met someone with great tenderness. He made me think there still some untainted greatness left in this world.

I guess after all I just wanna say I care for those colorful boys even some of them with edges that probably origin from ascar wounds. I listen to him as I relived nd hurt by first squeeze, roses were trampled, best feelings for loveone were trashed nd unwanted. I really feel like I go though his pain, that drives me awake at this tanquil hour nd need to pour out this raging feelings nd write this nbcs nonsense down.

我想在大地上画满窗子 画下一只永远不会流泪的眼睛 画下所有年轻的 没有痛苦的爱情

In this , I get to release my true thoughts . Maybe all of us what to be understand nd empathized .Or maybe I am just a narcissist who want to show off (I do like the show) , be treassued nd someday leave a brand in somebodys heart . Can be memorized while smiling with a swiped warm flow in their heart.

May all the goodness fall on my clients/Friends life. If their job is a tedious one, may they attatin sweetness from it. May their heart still sparkle , mind still sharp, dream still bright and unweathered.

I enjoy spendin time with them. maybe because they are the best boys of this current society. The Best.

被老头拒绝了，想跳崖

Another crappy day starts by me waking unwilling early. Head migrances like hell .Not at the same time I link to a person telepathicaly and got burned. Itz better to be understood than loved. Cause I cant step in nd suffocaxted twice at the same stupid emotion river .Therez all kind of lovely boys 4 me to encouter i chose not to triped on a big old book .
Back 2 sound sleep!ohhhh !
somehow got a mosquito bite on my forehead.

Wakin with a pair of racoon eyes .I think i really need to start charging those who talk to me late nights .Something is certain wrong with me. Feels like my essence was drained by him. maybe instead of a big ol' book hez a goblin or a fairy who suxk young girls youth to remain energetic hhhhhhhhhhh
oh i am dead 4 sure.

this occasional makes u lose weight cause i dont eat anymore . three day 2meals total. maybe I ll flow up the sky nd beat the sun for not working , i cant wear my delicate summer suits.

really fancy that boy with a cigarate nd softness. Minecraft is a relaxin game .I appreciate the boy who save me from a dilapidated mine cave. We escape by dig a stone tunnel way up and emerge successfully on the ocean. its sunset dusk the water tremblingwith sparkles, bank which decorates with flowers nd weeds seems even more fluffy and lovely .And there is our bed and chest contained all the possibilities nd tomorrowz hope.