like looking through the countless thin little leaves in a rainy summer morning, and you can see the grey dull sky without any edge of sunlights dwell in it through those pale green leaves and in between them the fissures that are bluer just like that one in the dusk I had seen many years ago when I saw you by chance across the busy little road, the class was over and I ran out of the school gate just to not avoid the earliest bus for home. And you walked slowly in another direction to meet your waiting parents I guess. To conceal my nervousness that I was yet to grasp I looked up and figured that the reason why I did not feel the warmness of the sunset is standing under an old banyan tree. And I looked through the leaves like I am now looking, worried about whether I am qualified to have feelings that are instigated by a blurry sight of you. But now I cannot tell what I feel. The leaves are so many and so dangerously linked to the gracile black branches that are rotten in damp, it’s lucky for them this morning that wind does not accompany rain, but who knows what would happen to them the next minute or so……and yet so irreducible as they are, stilled in the early morning. Everyone is still not fully awakened and everything has yet to form its sharp appearance and a shade under the sun, it is at this time my thoughts about you raise a little.