maybe u ,maybe he nos the close of u and 3. maybe from then on,he began to have a new boyfriend,yes bf. till now.i think that he can talk to that he had a new bf.like me ,never said i do not love zyz,you. i am so straight and bright to him.including i fall in love with u.never said i did not.but him,in the dark,behind me,have a bf.i feel that i am throwing out.this is 3rd times he does the same thing.i think he is always can not say goodbye to his same sex friend.i can not accept it. these days and the furture,i do not think you will come up at me.but i miss u.i want u.but i am afraid the distance of the age between u and 3 is a little obvious.