对照版 I wish that he and I at least once in a while 我希望他和我至少,偶尔 had something small in common ...- 能有一点交集... a secret, if you like. 比如,一个小秘密 But there's no common ground here, 然而我们无话可说 not a single thing we share, 又何谈分享 on the same Planet we live, 我们同在此地 but in two different worlds. 却心各一方
He clearly did not like me, 他不喜欢我 that part was plain to see, 显而易见 the very moment that he laid his grey eyeson me, ——当他灰色的眼眸落在我身上 His buff, muscular body 那小麦色的身躯,孔武有力 like the old cliché marine, 像个水手一样 Oh, not too many times before 噢,仅仅那么几次 (thank goodness) have I seen... 被我看在眼里...(谢天谢地) So much contempt on a single white man'sface, 而他蔑视的眼神 his fists were clutched so tightly 攥紧的拳头 that his brute fingernails 尖锐的指甲 left bleeding marks in the rough palms onhis Hands...- 让他粗糙的掌心鲜血淋漓... all just to ensure that we would neverbecome friends! 这一切都说明我们的友谊永远不会降临!
If I felt like jesting now, 我没在开玩笑 which, believe me, I am not, 虽然这有点滑稽 I might compare his red face to a boilingteapot, 我想把他涨红的脸比作烧开的茶具 or an old Locomotive, 或是一个火车头 far too quickly building up steam, 冒着腾腾蒸汽 its mightly kettle seen to explode, 就要像水壶一样炸开 if he finds no quick release. 如果还不将那愤怒宣泄
Do you think it's strange of me 我是不是荒诞得出奇 to hope someday he will marry me, 想要他与我结合 or at least feel the strongest need 或者至少愿意 to hold me when I fall & bleed? 在我跌倒受伤时将我扶起? Oh, I wish that he and I were just a littlemore alike, 噢,我多想和他有一点点的交集 or had a tiny thing in common ...- 哪怕一个小小的共同点 oh, wouldn't that be nice... 噢,我该有多么欣喜... Yes, he sleeps nakedly, 就算他习惯裸睡 while I always sleep fully dressed. 而我包裹得严严实实 He is full of Life, 就算他充满生命力 I am mostly depressed. 我却常常消沉 I guess, that's why I wish that 我猜,这就是我为什么希望 he would want to take a walk with me 他能伴我同行 through lonely Fields of Sorrow, 随我穿过荒凉的哀痛之地 the only place I've ever seen... 我便再不见那满目疮痍...
In vagued daydreams I'm dreaming about stainsof his semen, 梦里,我痴迷地幻想着他的精###液 put precisely on me, more as a ..."theory". 喷洒在我的身上...虔诚无比 Sometimes I wish that He would fondly thinkof me 有时我希望他也会深情地想念我 each time he strokes his penis...- 当他自亵时分... or when the clock strickes three. 或当夜半钟起