HxH Vol 13 Prologue 魔装学院HxH 13 序章 I have an interest in the birth of life. 我对生命的诞生很感兴趣 But it’s not an interest in the manner of simple biology. 但我并不是好奇于生命的生物形式 It’s an interest towards emotions that spring forth incidentally. 而是感情的产生 Since I was born, I have never harbored any special feelings towards life other than myself. 自我诞生以来,我从未对生活怀有特殊的感情,除了我自己 A human is just a life-form. 人类只是一种生命形式 The system called a human body that is created from cells and genetics. They think, move, and carry out information transfer with other individuals as their function. 人体是由细胞和基因构成的。他们思考、行动,与他人交流 I recognized them as an elaborate and exquisite system from that. 我由此将他们辨识为精致的系统 But, they aren’t a special existence. 但他们并不是特殊的存在 Any speech that explains the importance of life is illogical. 任何关于生命重要性的言论都是不合理的 Consciousness and emotion are nothing more than a result that is outputted by information transfer from cellular and electrical signals. 意识和情感只不过是由细胞和电信号传递的信息输出的结果 There isn’t anything special there. 没有什么特别的 The thing called a heart, or emotions, or life aren’t things that have high value like human thought. What is called a soul doesn’t exist. 没有比灵魂——人类的思想更宝贵,心、情绪或者生命都不能与之媲美 But, I know that there are a lot of cases where change of awareness happens due to creating a new life using one’s own body. 但是,我知道有很多情况下,意识的改变是由于用自己的身体创造了一种新的生活而发生的 The emotion of loving a child as a parent becomes strong and the maternal instinct also gets stimulated strongly. Will such phenomenon also happen to this me? 作为父母爱孩子的情感变得强烈,母性本能也得到强烈的刺激。这种现象也会发生在我身上吗? Perhaps a change of awareness will occur by making a child using this body. 也许用这具身体生下小宝宝能改变这种想法 It’s something that is hard to imagine, but interest is welling up inside me. 这是难以想象的事情,但是内心深处的兴趣却触动了我 And then I carried out an experiment. 于是我做了个实验 I made two attempts. 我进行了两次的尝试 Nothing changed. 没有任何变化 Even my child is no different from other specimen. 我的孩子甚至和其他标本一样,并无不同 I cannot even feel the emotions called affection or motherhood. 我不能感受到母爱这样的情感 Why does no emotion well up inside me? 为何我的内心没有情感? Am I lacking some kind of function? 难道我缺少某些官能? Perhaps, Other humans are the ones not behaving normally in the first place? Or perhaps, Am I the form of an even more evolved living thing── 可能,其他人类首先是行为不正常的?又或者,我是不是更进化的生物?