I felt a sence of fulfillment ,of deep satisfaction ,in have finally expressed my feelings to my brother.Of course,I had Steve to thank for making the first move.Four days later Steve developed critical pneumonia and was put on respirator.I want to visited him in the ICU and spoke to him,though I had no idea whether he could hear me .His eyeglasses were on the table near him.Good,I though.When he gets better,he'll have his glasses right there.He'd want that.