fortunately we can still say it's better late than never.
so...
APR
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20
21 (Easter Monday)
22 (Film due)
23 (Property exam)
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25
26
27
28
29 (GM)
30
1 MAY
2
3
4
5
6 (RB complete)
7
8
9
10
11
12 (RB due)
13
14 (IP seminar)
15
16
17 my dearest
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29
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31
1 JUNE
2
3
4
5 (IP essay)
6 (Film essay)
7
8
9
10 (Exam)
11
12
13 (Exam)
and then keep on writing cv/cl for applications...
hopefully, just hopefully
you'd pull through this too...
I dunno...
I just...
I CRY.
Crying a river deep.
Dear god, would you please..?

you have to give up some things in exchange for the others...
which means you'd probably have to fix real life stuff first, and translations comes second, third, or maybe forth...
you made your choices, you gotta make them count.
babe, i believe in you.
and there are others, too.
and even if there is no one...
you still have lain, and the lord himself.
be strong.

my dear, dear l lawliet and light yagami...
i cannot stress enough how i really, really love you two.
but as for the moment, we might just have to...
:'(

Thank you my dear Lord,
even just for a little while...

The world is so cruel. My Lord would you please..?

26 - readings: see script; write cl;
27 - start doing group meeting stuff;
28
29 (GM)
30
1 MAY
2
3
4
5
6 (RB complete)
7
8
9
10
11
12 (RB due)
13
14 (IP seminar)
15
16
17 my dearest
18
19
20
21
22
23
24
25
26
27
28
29
30
31
1 JUNE
2
3
4
5 (IP essay)
6 (Film essay)
7
8
9
10 (Exam)
11
12
13 (Exam)
and then keep on writing cv/cl for applications...
hopefully, just hopefully
you'd pull through this too...

the thing that scares you the most is everything might end up with no avail...
and
you might be left unemployed after graduation...right?
but these are the things that can be changed.
and you are on your way now, are you not?
so just keep going...
you'd be ok...
everything...
would be ok.
god is with you.

Walk on your own pace, you'd be fine. God is with you.

dear lord.

God I'm so scared...

12 MAY (RB due)
13
14 (IP seminar)
15
16
17 my dearest
18
19
20
21
22
23
24
25
26
27
28
29
30
31
1 JUNE
2
3
4
5 (IP essay)
6 (Film essay)
7 (Admin Exam)
8
9
10 (Property Exam)
and then keep on writing cv/cl for applications...
hopefully, just hopefully
you'd pull through this too...
Dear Lord I don't even know...
Please help?

:'(
how exactly did i get myself into this?
lol i am ridiculous.
dream dream dream.
you'd wake up soon.
please god.

I still believe I am the lucky one (: thank you lord.

It's like a kind of trust (=