Why are you doing this to yourself?

What makes me scared I guess is the uncertainty of whether or not I could make it. What if I tried but with no end? Like last time...that was heartbreakingly devastating. Though it turned out to be good, still I was horrified.
Dear Lord.
Please help.

Neath the halo of a street lamp, I turned my collar to the cold and damp.
It's so lonely this line.
But dear god, I want to make a difference.
I want to be something different.
But they don't understand.
It's hard I know.
But it doesn't mean you should stop trying or not trying at all does it?

DO NOT OVERTHINK.
JUST DO IT.

People are going places, meeting people, and you're just staying at home doing nothing D: wanna change? ACT NOW!

What if everything I did leads to no avail?

Hey there is no time now.
You have to give up something in exchange for the other...

Little crushed hopes everyday, waiting for the wind to spirit her away...

I'm hoping just hoping I could take part in it. Perhaps I don't deserve it after all but still...
Everyone got their turning point at some stage, do they not?

Dear God, please, let me be what I want.

Japan? :'(

I know it's my own fault for not working hard enough...

'Its good to have empathy, but it's not enough.'
So he said.

They are looking for a lawyer, not another artist.