I fucking hate myself I never get anything done I never did and No matter how hard I tried how much resolve I gathered I never got to be the one.
I just feel tired and exhausted really.
I wanna give up.
Like for a very long time I am thinking doing that again.
I don't see a future in myself anymore.
What do I do?
IP? Yep I will keep that in mind.
But why do you have to do this to me?
I'm not good enough.
I know that much.
I thought I was special but I was wrong.
Apparently.
Not the privileged one.
Not the lucky one.
Would you make me one?
I don't know.
I might be better off dying.
But then again I already am, dying.
Lol