I saw him yesterday. He is so skinny now. Nothing like the one that I knew and loved anymore. But that's not the point. I'm not saying he isn't who he was merely because he reduced his weight. There's so much more to that. He's not giving me a creep, yet he's not exactly comforting either. Pew. What am I saying. He told me (not strictly speaking willingly) that he screwed his gf. Well that's perfectly normal. I thought I would feel something - heartbreak, pain, rejoice, anything at all; but I didn't. It's just like listening to some radio about some random celebrities having an affair again. Also the way he acts... He's changed after all I guess. But there's nothing I could do to change that, is there? I don't know. I just feel temporarily numb towards these sort of thing (well not entirely, since I still have that crazy crush on BB/L/Raito). Guess I better be waiting... Will you come to me, my dear?