Ohh B, dearest B. How much you loved him, how much you loved L. No one would ever know. No one. If only you could met L in person, and share your feelings and thoughts with him - then maybe, just maybe, he would not have fallen in love with Raito/Kira so easily. Oh, poor B. If only you were able to do that. If only. L would not have fallen in love so easily had he found out there's more than just Kira who parallels him... but that's just hypothetical now. You considered yourself lost, after all. Poor B. Adorable B. We share the same initials and yet not the same gender. But I still love you. Deeply. Not yet madly. Xx. Leuliette.

Started reading L Change the World today. And oh dear! L has a whole storage of Misamisa merchandise - wth?! Thought he was joking about his crush on Misamisa... xP

M, why M? Lol never thought that I would actually dream about Mello. Maybe it's because the doujin I read before going to bed? Yeh well anyway it was like a MxM scene, where they had frantic *seks* But then Mello became our school's sponsor (and I was like, O.o?! Wth?) which kinda made sense really. And he randomly picked people to answer his questions... I'm not the cleverest one but the luckiest one I guess. So then he took me out. And one thing leads to another I guess... Umm... But he's kinda feminine at first. I remember the house which has been painted with stripes that looked like those ob Matt's shirt. It was some sort of Cinderella dream I guess. But real sweet. And I was screaming at the fact that I finally got a blonde + blue-eyed boyfriend!! Would this happen in real life, pff, I seriously doubt it. Yet it's sweet and way better than a nightmare so :P