【翻译】15

旧作一篇，聊以消遣。

15 亚当的自白
这次必须介绍啊。。。15是mm生日，总之他觉得这是他的数字。在ECHANICAL ANIMALS 专辑内页里，有一个大大的15，旁边是even the machine can see that we ar dead。后来专辑里还有Adam5和The fall of adam。adam是h oly wood里mm的角色，即代表了人类的起始者，为1，所以Adam5便是15。在经过了holy w ood的信仰扭曲时代的堕落后他变成了Alpha，成为MA乐队的一员，后来和mm的外化即Ome ga合为一体，成为ANTICHRIST SUPERSTAR。但是在the high end of low里，专辑的故事性和线索性还是连续的，正如into the fire里的地狱自击一样，在这首歌的剖白以后，不再是adam 之子，而是该隐cain。所以后来的born villain里有了children of cain，也是借用了波德莱尔的诗歌。以上都是个人简介，与nk无关，所以大家看过就好，不必当真。。。回复

15 亚当的自白
Marilyn Manson
The High End Of Low
翻译：爱V的安德烈
If you can hear this
如果你听到了这首歌
don't assume that I'm talking to you
请别自作多情以为这是为你创作的 Yesterday everything I thought I believed in died
就在昨天，我还坚信我的世界已毁于不复 But today is my birthday,
但今天是我的生日
Today is my birthday
我重生的日子
I don't need you,
我不再需要你
I'll say it to myself
从今以后我将自己承担一切
It doesn't mean I won't need somebody
但这并不意味着我一无所需
Anyone with half a soul
凡是灵魂尚未完全覆灭者
Will hear this and they'll never leave me
自会呼应这召唤永不将我抛弃
If you don't know what forever feels like 你想体会永恒吗？
I'll show you what it feels like without it
那就要先品味失去
If you don't know what forever feels like
你想成为不朽吗？
I'll show you what it feels like without it
那就要先沦为一无所有
This time I won't hesitate
这一次我不再犹豫
To kill to protect what I believe in
我将以毁灭来保全我的意志
This time I won't hesitate
这一次我不再踌躇
To kill to protect what I believe in
我将以扼杀来捍卫我的信念
I can get by now
现在我可以赢得整个世界
I'm not really dead
因为我从不会真正消逝
But I really needed someone to save me
但我真希望有人来了结我
Leaving me alone to die
与其独自面临无谓之死
Is worse than having the guts to kill me
宁可让别人杀我以救赎
（somebody去kill他使他得到save，与上文照应）
If you don't know what forever feels like
你想体会永恒吗？
I'll show you what it feels like without it
我会教你如何在幻境中重生
If you don't know what forever feels like
你想成为不朽吗？
I'll show you what it feels like without it
我会教你酿造死亡
This Not letting you win
但我绝不逆我之志
Won't satisfy me
让你得逞
I'll teach you about loss
我要让你好好学一学什么叫失败