Extreme contradictions. After the college entrance examination, the room is cleared, and clean up, everything is safe ... ... as I can accept death; for a long time ... for a long time without such be arranged in good order. But not used, is not satisfied ... I was more complex, complicated rhythm. Confusion、contradiction is my nature.These days the mood is so low, I don't know why. I want to leave here, but I don't know where I can go. I hate to admit it, but the fact that I had lost the direction. Ledger, what should I do?