Friends, what are they for if they are never there when you want to talk, to cry, tohug?
I never knew it would hurt so much to be ignored by the person you cared the most
I never knew it's so hard to keep a relationship going
I never knew that one day I would be the one thinking about everything I say and everything I do just to keep that one person happy
I don't want to do anymore, it's so hard to have to worry about every single detail
I want you to be happy, I want you to like me, I want you to talk to me
It hurts when you ignore me, it hurts so much when you suddenly feel so distant from me
It's painful to not know what you are thinking.
Do you love me?
It's times like this that I start to doubt myself,that I start to worry
I'm sorry I'm so helpless and useless and so reliant on you
I'm sorry
That's all I can say